i can't seems to understand US . " i felt changes in the feelings andand i don't know why "

i realised something . one moment i said , " i like you " and the other moment " i don't felt like i am " i don't understand why ! i kept on asking myself . why am i punishing myself and yours like this ? maybe we are meant to be justFREIND . when i think back , my mind thought , we shouldn't have met . if not those things won't be happening right now . the reason why I'm hiding away from you was , i felt like I've cheated myself . i don't felt like I'm the one for you and you're the one for me . maybe the ' feelings 'that we once had was just a felt and not more than just being a friend . FRIEND , i do appreciate the sweet and kindness of you to willingly to sacrifices for me . but from now on , i guess there's no need of that for me already . i wanted to be left alone .