GREAT news!
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firstly, i would like to say, Thank You for showing effort to take part in the 'Being an Actress' audition. whole load of Thanks to; Noriis Sufiqah, Seri Pyunna and Nurqistina and
i would like to apologise to my dearest friends who tried their luck to take part in the Media Corp Production registration as an actress; Seri Pyunna and Nurqistina as they were not the chosen one. the manager has chosen, Noriis Sufiqah and me.

tomorrow, Noriis and I will be going for the interview for the Malay drama at Geylang. meeting my Aunt at Payar Lebar MRT station at 9 a.m. Sarah will be tagging along with us. right after the interview, we will be proceed head to Woodland for my kompang practice, till evening. straight after that, head to Bedok, for kendarat. must be there at 6p.m ends at 9p.m.

okay, this is what i hate to felt: FRUSTRATION and UNFAIRNESS.

yeah, i knew it earlier that life is unfair. but this is too much for me to take it as my burden. where everything, i have to hold the responsibility, YES ! I KNEW, i must be responsible but not over the things that I'm not suppose to be responsible off. ohh, for goodness sakes! I'm not the only human being stays in this crib. there's others too! stop nagging at me while others get off so easily. isn't it better that, i at least clean up, wash up and fold up the chores that supposedly you do it but i did it for you?

let me ask you this, DON'T YOU FELT GRATEFUL ? that at least someone helps you.

honestly, i want to be an INDEPENDENT teenager. work to earn own living. slowly, beat by beat. earlier, you said, "after N level, its good that you find a job rather than you sits at home and all you do, finished up the rice at home without learning how to earn money and be independent."

and now when i did, I've started to get busy with my life and activities to upgraded my skills, you nagged at me. i knew you have the rights to scold me but its unfair if you only nagged at me but not to the rest. ohh, for goodness gracious, if i have the power to open up your eyes and let you see whats happening in your life and my life, i guess you will stopped it. you will get to discovers who's in the fault.

enough already. if i continue to say it in here still, no used. no ones read it. not even he/she bother to do something or even open up their eyes and see. never mind, i guess lets things change its way. I'm too a human being, every human being have its role to do. not only, always about other but its about yourself too. look yourself in the mirror. don't always blame the person. look in the mirror and ask, ARE YOU A GOOD ROLE MODEL? ARE YOU RESPONSIBLE?

I'm not trying to be rude but its just that i can't take it anymore if you always thought that you are always right. but still whatever it is, i apologise.

but let me reminded all the human beings in the world alright?