♥ Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Things when wrong for me.
i don't know what caught in me. alots of stuffs when wrong. i can't took it so much till i burst out in tears just now. depression took place. too many things is in my head. like 'BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!'. it happens very fast.im not in a very good mood now. i get mad easily with anyone that talks to me. so frustrated. i don't know how to manager all the problems that i have now. what's worst im having cramps!
today is the suckish day for me. get myself confused with my feelings. why am i so stupid falling for him? i shouldn't be fall into his sweet-talks. ohh, so stupid of me! i do admit my stupidity. why im a girl how easily believe in guys? why? why? why? im so mad of myself. how to let go of all this? this is what i called 'BGR' problem. i gonna let all this go off soon. seriously can't take it any longer. soon, im gonna be very emotional. and i don't want that to happen. cry, cry, cry like crazy bitch.
now, studies is my worst nightmares! with mid year that is not available for the sec 4 in my school. many of you said this, "Wow! your school so good arh? got no mid year for sec4? Fun sia!". to me its not fun at all! i felt that im not totally prepare for the N level okay? you won't get to know your standard level exactly. why is the school so dumb-dumb? they knew that the system has already change and is this the way they should torture us? they are like bias seiy. wonder, why the express stream get to sit for their mid year, get to prepare. but why not the sec4 normal acad students? we are not stupid or what so ever. doesn't mean we are normal acad students we can't did better than the express students okay? don't you think that they very bias? im so very fcuked up seiy! Asshole!
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